অতৃপ্ত আত্মার জবানবন্দি – (অর্কিড তন্ময়)

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Amar nam shujon, dukkhito! Amar nam chilo shujon. Hijoltoli grame chilo amar bash. Hijoltolir alo batash r fool pakhir shathe shathe amio boro hote thaki. Shoishob shesh na hotei koishor amake hat chain diye dakte shuru kore. Amio ektu ektu kore kishorotar adole nijeke boro kore tullam. Pubal batasher akul kora ahoban, dokhiner janalar baire akash, poshchime dhan kheter opare akasher digonte mishe jaoa, uttorer kodomtolar hat, pub parar bot-tolar mela r dholesshori nodir sroter bad vanga tan amake joubona kore tullo. Shopone-jagoron r osttite ami shorito onjona nodir moto poripurno joubonamrito hoye uthlam.

ekta duita class par korte korte ami tokhon nobom sreni, ami tokhon shulo. Amader school e jaoar shomoy pothe ekta nodi pore, nouka kore nodi par hoye school e jete hoy. Nouka chalato unish-bish bochorer ekh jubok, nam chilo tar shaju. Odhvut vongite boitha tanto se, nodi r nouka jeno tar srishto milonattok shondhikkhon. Ami obak noyone nibir choyone tar dikhe takiye thaktam. Janina prokritir ishara kina, jaoa-ashar shomoy noukay ami ekai jatri thaktam. Nodir panite boitha r shaju vaier chaya porto, sei chayay amar joubon shonchoy korte thaki. Par hoye ami barir dikhe hata ditam r barbar pichon fire takatam shaju vaio udhash noyone takiye thakto jeno tar buker pajor chire pranta ure jacche.

bot-tolar mela theke ekh din ekta tal patar bashi kine noukay uthlam, ami shaju vaier dikhe akul porane takiye achi, nouka pare virar ektu age amar hat theke tal patar bashita nodite pore gelo, nodir srot bashitake ro dure vashiye nilo. Shaju vai boitha chere ekh lafe nodite jhapiye porlen r vija shorire bashita niye noukay uthe ashlen. Amar hate bashita diye bollen “tal patar bashi, pani lagle kichu hobena. Bajiye dekho, noshto hoyni.” Ami bollam amito bashita apnar jonno kinechi shaju vai.” Kothata shune tini jeno bakruddho hoye gelen, punorjonmo peleo budhoy tini eto obak hoten na. por din school e jaoar jonno ami ber hoyechi, hothat amar kane ek odvut omrito shur eshe dhakka khelo, ami hillolito holam. Nodir pare giye dekhi shaju vai dui pa choriye boshe boshe bashi bajacchen. Pichon theke giye ami tar mathay hat rakhlam. Tini kushumito hoye gelen. Lukh-jon eshe vir korlo nodi par hote. miliye gelo amader malonchito hobar khon tuku. School theke firar pothe noukay uthtei tini amar hate narikeler khul diye banana ekta nouka diye bollen eta ami baniyechi. Ami jeno khelna nouka na shaju vaier osttito niye bari firchi….

Lognor shathe shathe amrao jeno dujon dujoner proti ekebare jhuke porechi. amader shob kotha jeno bola hoye geche, shob asha jeno rongin hoye utheche, shob onuvuti jeno mon digonte mishe geche, amra jeno shopno diye jagoron ke muhito kore felechi. Amar ghorer upor tiner chal, tini majh rate eshe amar ghorer chale dhil marten r ami ter peye ghor theke baire ashtam. Chakladarder bagan theke tini dab pere amar mukhe tule diten, ami ekh dhug kheye unar dikhe egiye ditam uni ekh dhug kheye amar dikhe egiye diten. Nouka kore tini amake niye jeten shohagir chore. Kheter aile boshe amra valobashar pahar nirman kortam. Uni gan gaiten ami unar kule ghumiye jetam. Ekh din unar kule ghumiye ghumiye shopno dekhi, amra iraner boshrar ekh bagane fool r vromorer moto premannito hocchi. Uni premer debdut r ami premer jomuna, uni obiram shatar kitchen r ami otripto sroter dhara. Ashthe-pishthe ami joriye rekhechi shaju vaike. Tinio premo-moyotar bishe nil hoye dheu venge venge amake nil kore dicchen. Amader lojja jeno mojja theke shore shore jacche. Hothat ghum vangtei dekhi shaju vai sotti sotti amake premannito korchen. Chader alloy char dikh fokfoka, ami nijeke nogno obosthay dekhe vishon lojja peye gelam. Kuthay theke ek tugro megh eshe chad take dheke dilo. Amra adhare miliye gelam. Ondhokare shaju vai premer prodip jele dilen, amar dekha shopner moto amra alokito hote thaki. Prokriti jeno junakir mit mit alloy lukiye lukiye dekhche amader live telecast.…

Hothat ekh din dekhi shaju vai nouka chere trak chalano shuru korechen. Unir chokhe mukhe pishacher chaya, chokher vashay danober avash, tar shorire napakh oi mrito shagorer gondho. Ghrinay rage ami r tar kache jaina, tar chay ami mirjhaforer protikriti dekhte pai. Amar mone hole ami chara kuno bichorok unake shasthi dite parbena. Kodomtola kathalbagene shaju vaike dekhi tar garir helper rustom ke joriye dhore boshe ache. Ami kothin ekhta shiddhante uponito holam. Ekh din school theke ashar pothe ami jokhon puler mukhe ashlam dekhlam shaju vai trak chaliye ashche. Ami tar chalano garir shamne jhapiye porlam. Traker niche pore pishtho holam ami. Tar garir chakar niche pishtho hoye rastar shathe mishe gelo amar shorir. Tarpor theke ami pretatta hoye shaju vai ke jontrona dite thaki, oshushtho kore tuli tar iholuk. Tarpor ekh din ami oshomo pretatta hoye tar garite eshe vor kori, tar driving e beghad ghotiye tomal dangar rastar pashe ekta boro khale dikh bidikh hariye accident koriye take mrittur opare niye ashi. Otriptotar shure bolchi ami shaju vai ke or cheye onek beshi valobashi tai amar moto kore keu oke valobashte parbena bole ami oke amar kache niye ashchi….

Shaju; “tumi amake amar theke beshi valobasho?”
Shujon; “hmm, ami tomake tomar cheye onek onek beshi valobashi.” Shaju; “ tomar accident er por ke ke tomar jonno shobche beshi kedeche?” Shujon; “amar baba ma.”
Shaju; “tarpor?”
Shujon; “pub parar munshi chachar meye reshmi, ami janina shaju vai meyeta keno amar jonno ovabe matite goriye goriye kedeche.”
Shaju; “ reshmi ekh din amake eshe bole o tomake onek valobashe, ami onek kosto pelam. Shara rat ghumate parini. Fojorer ajaner por jokhon amar ektu ghum ashlo ami tokhon khuape dekhlam amar ma kobor theke uthe eshe bolchen, shaju tui shujon ke onek valobashish sotto kintu tui oke kuno din ki biye korte parbi? Toderke ei shomaj ki mene nibe?. Pore vebe dekhlam mar kothai thik, ami tomake niye shukhi hobo sotto kintu amaderke somaj shongshar dhormo shob charte hobe. Amar bapma nai, kintu tumito tomar bapmar ekh matro shontan shujon? Tai ami garir driver hoye tomake amar theke dure shoriye diyeche.”
Shujon; “e tumi ki bolcho shaju vai??????”
Shaju; “ ro shuno, tumi jokhon amar garir shamne ashle tokhon ami tomar deya tal patar bashita staring theke amar buke tule nicchilam, r tokhoni tumi amar garir tole accident hole. Ro jene rakho, tomar pretattar karshajite ami accident hoye mara jaini”
Shujon; “tahole?”
Shaju; “tomar pretatta jokhon amake bivranto korchilo ami tokhon amar garir shamne, rastar majhkhane tomar otripto attake kolpona korchilam. Tomar attake bachate giye ami gari hard brake kori r tokhoni khale pore accident kore tomar kache mrittur opare chole ashi.”
Shujon; “tumi ki bolcho eshob? Ami ekhoni jomduter kache jabo. Giye abar mritoshi shura pan korbo.”
Shaju; “thamo!!!!! Ki korcho eshob? Manush more giye omor hoy r tumi omor hoye morte chaccho? Mrittu kuno shomadhan na. asho amra amader valobasha diye omor theke ro omor hoye uthi……..”

বীর্যপাতঃ ( ধোন খেচে মাল ফেলো, মন খুলে কথা বলো)

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