তবুও ভালবাসি ( লেখক – নীল নির্জনে)

Sumit Dhaka thake. Akta valo familyr sele se. Tar baba maa job koren. Hundu poribar ersele Sumit. Tar conservative baba maa er moto se o sob dhoroner dhormio achar achoron mene chole. Tar baba maa er issa puron korte valovabe lekhapora kore. Sob kisur majhe sobar ador ar valobasay boro hoye utte lglo Sumit. Tader poribare aro akta sele son

tan jonmo nilo tar nam Amit. Sumit tar vai omit k khub ador kore. Vai er lekhaporar proti khyeal nayy. Vai er jonno onek momota tar..evabe e boa chollo Sumit der sotto poribarer sukher tori.

Sumit aste aste boro hosse. Nije k bujhte sikhse. Se onuvob korte laglo meyeder proti tar kono feelings e kaj kore na. Ki jeno ak oddrissho akorshon take bar bar seleder dike tene nia jay. Se chesta kore eta theke nijeke dure rakhte. Se 3x film dekhe nijeke feranor jonno. Kintu sekhane o se problem feel korlo. Film ta dekhar somoy bar bar tar seletar proti dristi atke jaasse. Meyetar o j akta role ase seta se kheyal e korto na. Se seletar sundor deho, Akorsoniyo sexual power ei gula e lokkho korto.

Sumit ekhon desh er akta namkora engineering institute e pore. Se mone mone akjon valo songi k onuvob korte thake. Boyoser sathe sathe tar moner chahida ta o bere jassilo. Er moddhe e Sumit Samajik jogajog maddhom Facebook use korte sikhlo. Kisudin er moddhe se abiskar kore fekko ekhane onek lok e ase jara tar motadorshe bissashi. Se nijeke tader bondhu korte suru korlo. Kintu Sumit prothom theke e akta bissashe bissashi silo…ar ta holo tar jibone akta e manus proyojon, er beshi na. Sai manusta ke se valobasbe tar sobkisur cheye beshi. Se e hobe tar jiboner sobcheye mulloban manusti.

Jamon vabna tamon e kaj Sumit khujte suru korlo tar moner manus k. Se chatting er maddhome manuser mon bujhte chesta kore. Tar pasapashi chesta kore akjon valo jibon sathi nirbachon korte.

Face book e onekdin dhore e Sumit er sathe chatting hoy John er. Chatting theke bondhutto. Akhon Jhon k valo lagte suru korese. John akta Chatholic Boy. Johnn thake onno akta division e R Sumit Dhaka. Tar por o jeno Sumit er valobasa John er proti jeno din din bere e cholese. John akta somoy bollo se dekhte onek kharap tar family background o khub akta valo na. Tar por o Sumit sob kisu mene nia Jon k tar jibone grohon korte prostuti nilo. JOHN akta needy poribarer sele, Dekhte valo na,vinno dhormer manus sob kisu mene nia e Sumit take Dhaka aste bollo.

J kotha sai kaj John Dhaka elo. Tar asar jonno Sumit taka patalo .Sai tk dia e se Dhaka elo. Kothamoto kaj…. se Dhaka aste e Sumit take bus stand theke receive kore nijer basay nia galo. Sumit dekhlo John asole onek kharap dekhte tar por o se tar vaggo k mene nilo pradhanno dilo tar valobasak. Se kono kisur kase e tar valobasa k here jete dilo na.

Sumit JOHN k basay ene tar room e thakte dilo. Take jotno korte chestar truti korlo na. Rate tar baba maa er sathe porichoy koria dilo tar bondhu hisabe. Raat e tara ghumate galo. John silo onek black,strong r goar type er. Se dorja bondho korar sathe sathe e Sumit k chepe dhorlo. Sumit er kono feelings er proti lokkho na kore e se jor kore Sumit k lick korte suru kore. Sumit prochondo vabe kanna kore, chechia ute. John Sumit er kannar sobder kotha chinta kore Sumit er room e khub beshi loud dia cd te gaan sere day. Sumit kadse r se tar goartumi kore e jasse.Sumit onurodh korlo take sare dite. Tobu o John tar rotikriya sesh na haoa porjonto sarlo na take. Se Sumit er mukh chepe dhore posutto k protistha korlo. Evabe se koyekdin thaklo Sumit er basay. Sumit akhon sob paglami mene niase John er. Se take bolese 2mi amake joto kosto e dao na kano amake kokhono sere jeo na. Sumit er sikkhita maa o bujhte parlen tar sele jounotar sikar hosse. Tini take baron korlen eigulo na korte. Sumit o bujhlo sob…. kintu mon kisu e mante chailo na.

Sumit ebar John k biday dia elo tar jaoar sob babostha se e korlo. Erpor theke koyek bar e John eseche Sumit er basay.Sumit er daoa takay e se take upohar kine dito majhe majhe. Sumit tobu onek khusi hoto ei vebe j, tar taka nai tobu o to se amar kotha vebese. Sumit ebar John er basay barate galo.Sekhane gia o se tar nijer khoroche e sob kisu kore aro ferar somoy John k tk dia elo. John ekhon ager theke onek paltate suru korese. Sumit er daoa tk,Poshak-asak ekhon tke onek valo valo bondhu pete sahajjo korse. John er vabna te o poriborton aste suru korese. Se ekhon aro uccho sopno dekhe. Sumit er proti John er chahida aste aste bere e chollo. Evabe e ottachar r manosik nirjatona ak somoy Sumit k baddho korlo John er theke mukh firia nite.

Sumit John er jonno ekta gold ring r akta panjabi kinesilo. Jegulo aj o take daoa hoyni. John akta Bike dabi koresilo Sumit er kase. Sumit issa kore e seta dayy ni. Sumit ekhon onek boro engineer. Issa korle e se John k 5 ta bike kine dite pare. Kintu se cheyesilo John er lov ta aste aste komia ante, John k valo pothe ferate. Kintu John seta bujhlo na tar kon ak Notun bondhu naki take bike kine dite raji hoase tai ekhon r se Sumiit er kotha mone kore na.

Sumit prochondo vabe manosik jontonay tarito hote thaklo protiniyoto. Aste aste moner provab tar sorirer upor o porte thake. Se ekhon nirbak sojjashayi. Tar maa baba o sob kisu vule John k phone diase tar sesh somoye tar pashe thakar jonno. Kintu kono kisu e Nistur John er mon golate parlo na. Sumit er maa er onek prochestay aj se sustho hoase tikk e Kintu jibone orjon korese kisu grina r tiktota. Aj tar vai Amit o take grina kore se gay bole. Tar baba maa o sontan k vinno dristite dekhe.

Sob dukkho kosto, voy,lozza,grina sob kisu k upekkha kore Sumit aj o Valobeshe cholese tar John k.John er sathe se r konodin dekha korbe na sex o korbe na eta se khub valo vabe e jane. Se john k evabe r kokhono pete o chay na. Kintu John er oi olpo diner ovinoy kora valobasa k Sumit kokhono vulbe na. Aj o sai Ring r panjabi ta Sumit khub jotno kore rekhe diase smriti hisabe.

Johon er bondhu take lov dekhia kisudin Johon er sorir ta k upovog korese matro.ekhon r se John k posondo kore na John gorib bole. Se o tar dhoni bf k nia ekhon Dhaka thake…John akhon boro e eka…se firte chailo Sumit er kase..kintu akhon kono kisute e seta somvob na. karon John er sob kisu e Sumit khoma kore diase kintu tar mrittu sojjay thaka obosthay tar baba maa er onurodh na rakhay Sumit r konodin o khoma korte pareni John k…..

Sumit aj o beche ase..beche thakte hobe take.. Kintu kon ak ojana sunno tar majhe se haria felese nijeke…Majhe majhe tar o issa hoy abar notun kore sopno dekhte…kintu bar voy o hoy…..
Evabe e sunnotake sathi kore nia ajo poth cholse Sumit..Hoyto se abar o khuje pabe tar kono akjon sathi k …kintu tar osim valobasar ei sunnota ki kokhono se vulte parbe?….tobu aj o se mone mone Valobashe John k e…….

বীর্যপাতঃ ( ধোন খেচে মাল ফেলো, মন খুলে কথা বলো)

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