অপেক্ষায় থেকো ( লেখক – নীল নির্জনে)

Jiboner sob hisab nikas milia aj pari jomassi dur deshe. Fele jassi 2make 2mar daoa mulloban muhurto gulo k. Songe kore nia jassi sudhu amar sonali otit ta k. Ja kokhono issa korle o ami vulte parbo na. Jibone cholar pothe protita kajer majhe ami dekhte pabo 2mar protissobi. 2mi o bodh hoy tikk emon ta e cheyesila. Tai 2mar saddher theke o

beshi valobesesile amake.Niyoti bolo r vagger likhon bolo ja e bolo na kano aj ami prithibir sobcheye bastobotar sommukhin hoasi.Kintu ei prothom barer moto amar ei problem sudhu amake e solve korte hobe.Miss u Sobuj, miss u lot.

Versity te porar subade 2mar sathe amar porichoy. 2mi gram theke esecile. Kintu 2mar sarollo ,sotota amake mugdho korto sobsomoy. 2mar ja ase ta nia e jeno prithibir sob cheye sukhi manus sile.Ja nai ta nia bindu matro akkhep silo na 2mar vitore. Jibone lov ba nichuta ami kokhono dekhte paini 2mar majhe.Tai to bojh hoy 2mkae ami eto valobesechi.

Ami Lalon 2mi amake ador kore naam diasile `Laal’ . Babar oti adorer sele ami. Tai baba chaiten na ami versity er hall e gadagadi kore thaki. Tai tini amar jonno 2 room er 1ta basa tikk kore dilen. Majhe majhe maa o ese amar ranna banna kore dia jan. Freeze er moddhe oigula jomia rekhe maa chole jan abar asen 1 mash por 2 diner jonno.seler khabarer babostha korte.Aka aka khub 1ta valo lagto na amar. Maa bollen tahole kaw k sublate dia de.Amio vablam seta e valo hobe amar jonno. eidik e 2mar baba khub osustho hoa gelen 2mio j basata te thakte se basata sarar siddhanto nile. 2mi vable basa sere hall e gia thakle hoyto 2mar babar upor pressure kisu ta komme.2mi amar sathe kotha ta share korle. ami o amar baba maa k bujhia bollam 2mar kotha .tader motamot nia e ami 2make nia elam amar basay.

2make bolesilam ami amar basar vara 2mmake dite hobe na.2mi bolesila ami hoyto seta parbo na kintu amar saddhomoto 2mar rin ami porisodh korte chesta korbo.Ami bolesilam emon vable 2make amar kase thakte hobe na. 2mi sotti e onek boro maper manus. Sokale ghum theke ute dekhtam 2mi amader khabar ready kore feleso. Amake jor kore khaoate 2mi. Ami khete chaitam na bole 2mi nij haat e amake jor kore khaoate.Ami boltam 2mi amake eto valobaso kano ami to ak ta somoy 2make sara ochol hoa jabo. Amar ja kisu dorkar ta chaoar age e 2mi puron korte.2mi ashar por amar basa ta sorgo mone hote laglo amar kase. 2mi amader sotto basa ta k j vabe gusia rakhte kew dekhle vabto eta kono husband wife er basa.Na hole eto sundor kore kivabe gosano thake sobsomoy.

Raat e amra ak e bisanay ghumatam. Majhe majhe ami kadte dekhesi 2make. 2mar babar osusthota r poribarer kotha chinta kore 2mi onek somoy kadte. 2mar kanna amar hridoy sporsho kore jeto.Ami khub sokto moner manus silam. Kono kisu e sohoje amake sporsho kore na kintu 2mar kanna amar moner majhe bojropater moto aghat hanto. Ami 2make joria dhore santona ditam. Raat e ghumanor somoy proti din e 2mar 1ta haat thakto amar mathay. altovabe 2mar angul gulo sporsho kore jeto amar chul gulo r ami ghumia portam.Sokale ghum theke jege o dekhtam 2mar hath tikk e amar mathar upore ase. Ar akta haat dia 2mi amake joria rakhte 2mar sorirer sathe. 2mar sorirer sposho amake sihorito korto.Majhe majhe amra 2jon 2joner sorir r mon k ak kore feltam.mone hoto amra jeno 1 jon e. amader 2ta sorir r mon holeo seta ak e sur e kotha bolto.Amra ake oporer vasa khub govir vabe bujhtam. aj o bujhi.

Raat e sua sua amra vobissoter porikolpona kortam. 2make sara ami r amake sra 2mi j ochol se kotha r bolar opekkha rahke na. Ami boltam Sobuj 2mi amake kono kaj e korte dao na shudhu boshia rakho r eto ador,valobasa,jotno dao j ami ak somoy pongu hoa jabo.sadharon kaj gulo o na korte korte ami kisu e korte parbo na aksomoy. 2mi misti hasi dia bolte 2mi shudhu porbe r valo result korbe baki sob chinta amar. Tasara ami gramer sele esob kaj amar kase kono kaj e na. 2mi sudhu sudhu
amake nia besi vabo. Ami boltam Sobuj 2mi jodi emon koro tahole 2make ami ekhane rakhbo na. 2mi abar o hasi dia bolte amake na rakhle j 2mi o thakte parba na.Amake sara 2mi to sompurno na.Ami boltam 2mi na thakte ami ki thakini? 2mi abar o bolte haa thekeso kintu osompurno jibon silo seta.

2mar hasi ta silo khub misti. 2mar 2ta leap e ami protidin 100 barer o beshi kiss kortam. Amader nijeder basar moddhe jotobar e 2mar oi misti thot 2ta ami dekhesi pray toto bar e kiss koresi. 2mi amar ar ami 2mar sorirer amon kono jayga nai j jehane ake opor k ador korini.2mi jokhon amar buker upor sua thakte mone hoto ami prithibir sob cheye sukhi manus. Onek somoy 2mar buker jokhon ami ghumia portam 2mi amar ghum na vangia e amake biasanay namia dite chaite ami seta ter pele e r o sokto kore 2make chepe dhore ghumatam. 2mi kisu na bole shudhu bolte pagol 1ta. r sai paglami 2mi mene nia 2mio abar amak buker upor joria dhore ghum paria dite.

hoyto suru jar ase tar sesh o ase. r amra hoyto sai sukher din gulo sesh korte cholesi. Amader final exam hoa gase.amar vai er kase ami chole jabo bidesh e. Sob prostuti o seesh. 2mi shudhu nirbak hoa thakle amader sesh bidayer din j din amra basha seresilam. Ami aj o vabte pari na j 2mi amar kase nai. Amar sorirer protita onge ami 2mar sporsho onuvob kori.2make kotha diasi ami aj hok kal hok ami fire asbo 2mar kase. 2mio boleso 2mar majhe o thakbe sudhu amar jonno opekkha.airport e 2mar sai osrusikto mukh khanar kotha ami vulte parini,parini 2mar valobasar govirota k eria jete. 2mi hoyto sotti e akjon sofol valobasar manus. 2mar valobasar j bij amar sorire mar mone 2mi ektu ektu kore bopon koresile sai valobasar aj bistar ghotese.amar charpashe ami 2make khuje pai.

amar deho, amar mon ,amar ostitto ja e ami onuvob korte chai amar nijer bole sekhane e mi 2mar saya dekhte pai. Haa 2make e bolsi ami aj o 2mar kotha vabi sorbokkhon. Ei probashi jiboner bastota amar kas theke 2make kere nite parini.Parini 2mar smriti gulo k muse felte.Tai vabsi onekdin to holo ei probashe bosobash. Ebar firte hobe 2mar kase.

2mio jani sai opekkhay prohor gunso kokhon 2mar sai mohendrokhon asbe, kokhon asbe 2mar sopner rajkumar.2make bolesilam ki ante hobe 2mar jonno. 2mi boleso 2mar sai valobasa firia nia asle e cholbe……amio jani 2mar kase ami kotota mulloban.ami o j aste boro bakul.

Amar pray sob prostuti jokhon sesher pothe vaia aj amake bollo ami desh e gele naki ctgenship pete deri hobe tai amar jaoa hobe na. Ami nijeo kono vasa khuje passi na ki bolbo 2may..Shudhu ei tuku e bolte chai…
“2mi opekkhay theko……”

বীর্যপাতঃ ( ধোন খেচে মাল ফেলো, মন খুলে কথা বলো)

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